#25

 Quote of the Day - "In a heart full of dust lives a creature called lust; it surprises and scares, like me, like me" - Björk

Sorry I haven't been blogging as regularly as usual, I've had quite a busy weekend. I think I need to start doing more of my homework during the week, I have literally spent hours just working today. It gets a bit depressing after a while and I don't think my brain can work properly for that long, it just plain sucks really. My vision went blurry after taekwondo today, it was like what the fuck. My head was also very painful and I am still suffering from a splitting headache right now. I have no idea why...

My mother cleaned my room a bit yesterday. It looked so weird, I'm so used to it being dirty all the time. On my pillow she had put my childhood teddy bear. I don't know where she found it, I haven't seen the thing in years. It's really small and kinda scrappy, but I loved that damn thing. In fact, I'm only a little bit ashamed to say that I still do.

I am still in love! I do not know how this has happened or how it has managed to last this long already, it's ridiculous. Yet we somehow become closer all the time. I even did some of her homework for her today. The things I'll do for love...

I really really want to do some more creative writing of some kind but I keep not finding enough time. I don't know whether I will continue the long (ish) story I was doing, it's kind of old. I can't remember if I mentioned this already but there are seven parts already in existence, which will probably all appear on here eventually. I want to write a poem or just a short story or a skit or ANYTHING. Even a new song could happen. Raptorjesus knows I haven't tried anything like that for ages. My songs always end up sounding like pieces of shit, so I gave up a while ago.

I should probably sleep, I'm going to hate myself in the morning. I have been listening to Eminem recently (my favourite is Stan), I was surprised rap music could be so clever.