Quote of the Day - "I am generally very unsure and indecisive, but when I decide upon something I fucking decide." - Elisa Lovato
20:28 Woke up this morning feeling rather rubbish. I had hardly had any sleep (my fault to be quite honest) and my head hurt (probably because of the lack of sleep). Also when I signed into irc thizzley was still nowhere to be seen. This sounds pretty pathetic, but the fact that I still hadn't talked to her in how ever many hours/days it had been depressed me a bit. The lack of sleep was also related to her, after I finished my previous post I decided to wait until she appeared (I reasoned she eventually would). However I eventually fell asleep against my own will (I must have been awake a long time) and I woke up (after however long I had been asleep, I don't know) when my computer fell on the fucking floor. Yes, I know I am an idiot. Luckily for me my computer must be made of pretty tough stuff because there isn't even a scratch on it (apart from the ones that were already there). I ended up finally going to sleep properly at some point just after 4am, so a good healthy time for me to be getting to sleep then. All the while I was awake I was gradually getting more and more apathetic and lonely until I just couldn't take it anymore and gave up. That night was not very fun and I essentially felt the same when I woke up.
It's ok though, because things started brightening up from there! I thought about thizzley basically all morning while at the same time keeping on telling myself to do my damn maths homework... which obviously didn't get done. Matt came round eventually though and we walked to the cinema together which cheered me right up! We went to see District 9 which I had only heard of recently and knew essentially nothing about, so I didn't really know what to expect. It's a brilliant film, I won't spoil it for any of you who haven't seen it but I will urge you to go see it as soon as you can! It made me think a lot about us a species and what we are capable of. It's a very frightening film, not in the "oh shit they're going to eat us" kind of way, more frightening as in it makes you think about what would happen if similar events to the ones in the film happened for real. I can't help thinking that if what happens at the beginning of the film happens to us in reality then the consequences would be somewhat similar. The thought of it makes me feel a little bit ill. Anyway go see it, it's the best film I have seen in a while.
After the cinema I was originally planning on going to taekwondo tonight, but I eventually decided against it what with all the maths which STILL hadn't been done. I'm glad I didn't go in the end, I've finished all my homework bar one question which I can't figure out how to do. I hope my teacher doesn't mind too much, she can be quite erratic with her moods. I will attempt to go to taekwondo three times next week, providing it doesn't kill me...
Soon after I had given up on that thizzley finally appeared! We had a rather emotional reunion (don't judge me, we're really close ok) followed by giving each other an overview of our own experiences during the previous day (the day where we missed each other). We discovered that we are actually probably more attached to each other than we had previously realised, as over perhaps just a day (maybe, I don't really know how much time it actually was) we both missed each other intensely. I like the way we are though, it feels like we are inseparable (I wonder what she'll think about that...).
I did actually attempt what I meant to do yesterday (trying to play through In the Aeroplane Over the Sea in it's entirety) although I failed slightly. I only managed the first 9 songs and I didn't play those particularly well anyway. Oh well... I really don't have much else to add tonight, so I'll see you all tomorrow I guess. Oh and by the way, the title means "My heart opens itself to your voice" in French. I'll let you decide the meaning of that.
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