I belong to you

13:43 I got up at about 11am this morning and found thizzley still on irc, waiting for me! (she's still here now!) This made me feel very happy, although I am worried that she is not getting enough sleep (it's early in the morning over there, she hasn't gone to bed). I don't want to sound like her mother or something, I just care about her.

I might attempt to play all the way through Neutral Milk Hotel's In the Aeroplane Over the Sea today from beginning to end. It should be quite a fun experience, I've never attempted to play an entire album all at once before. I'll play along with the record, strumming the chords and singing the lyrics. I'm afraid if I don't play along with the record I'll probably make like a thousand mistakes and it'll sound rubbish.

23:48 Didn't play through In the Aeroplane Over the Sea today as I didn't make enough time for myself to. I failed just a bit there. Went round Owen's house today, hung out with some people. Dom was there which was nice, I hadn't seen him for ages and ages. Before I left I noticed our front room (lounge/sitting room/whatever to you americans) had been pretty much converted into something quite awesome. There was lego all over the floor and I mean literally all over the floor. My brothers have finally got hold of all of the lego I had when I was a kid. Now they've added it to their collections and they're building all sorts of cool things. Literally thousands of different pieces were all over the place, it was like a bomb made of and containing only lego had gone off in our front room. I was very happy to see it being used after years of just sitting on top of my wardrobe in my room and making them so happy. It made me think a lot about my childhood, but we all know thinking a lot isn't really very good for me. I wish I was their age again.

This evening I had a drink with my parents and watched a film they had rented called The Reader. I had never heard of it before, but I thought it was very very good. It's about the problems faced by Germany after the events in the second world war, particularly the events in the concentration camps. I know that might sound a bit dry, but there is a romance between a teenage boy and a woman who used to work in the camps (the boy doesn't know at first) which I thought was done very well. It was a very romantic film but not in the cliched way that makes you want to cringe to death, it was done in a much more moving way. I like that sort of romance very much, so I liked the film a lot. It was a very touching and sad film, the ending left me feeling quite thoughtful. I keep thinking about love and how it affects each person in their own unique way. I want my love to be here.

I have so much maths homework to do and it's all due for Monday, it's rather depressing. In order to get it all done on time I think I'll have to do some tonight, which I really don't want to do. I'm tired, slightly ill and a little bit too thoughtful for my liking. Still, I suppose it's my own fault for not doing it earlier. Then again, this week does seem to have been incredibly busy. Arguing with myself is hardly going to get it done so I'll get started on that in a bit.

Sorry for the short post today, but I really don't have anything else to say right now. I hope she appears soon.